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i want to paint like this

9/2/2021

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By Jasmine Kaur
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Jasmine Kaur (she/her) is a queer writer/artist from Punjab, India, though currently living in Sri Lanka. She likes to surround herself with stories and poetics in any medium, including audio, video, still images and performance. She tends to be weird like other normal abnormal normal people and enjoys pretending that she's very self-aware. She’s currently a Masters in Philosophy at Delhi University. You can find parts of her on the internet at https://sites.google.com/view/jasmine-kaur/ or @trying0000 on Twitter and @jasmineismeltingintosummer on Instagram.
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rutter mill park

9/2/2021

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by Nat Raum

           i bite off my middle fingernail
           to keep myself quiet;
           the fake opal you got 
           me on the beach
           in cabo winks back.

           the keys on my keyboard 
           that are the most worn 
           spell out the word “caress” and
           i cannot remember the last time 
           i typed that word or felt 
           that sensation.

the chatter is jarring,
the jazz is smooth,
the people by the door 
keep congratulating each other.

           days go by where
           i somehow do not think 
           of you when i charge through 
           the swelling mass in the halls, eyes 
           fixed on the linoleum.

           (i want someone to congratulate me.)

my new room after you was blue,
and up at the top of stairs
i still couldn’t climb in the dark;
the fastest way home is still 
through the park at night.

Nat Raum (they/she, b. 1996) is just trying their best right now. They are a multimedia artist and writer currently working towards their MFA at the University of Baltimore. Their work is primarily based on their experience living with C-PTSD and often takes the form of books and zines that combine writing and photography.
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Sprouting

9/2/2021

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By Cale Guidry
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Cale Guidry is a Queer poet, photographer, and florist living in Baton Rouge, Louisiana who draws inspiration for their work from the rich flora and dark history of the swamps in their hometown. Originally graduating in Literature at Nicholls State University, Cale is currently pursuing a degree in Floriculture at Louisiana State University.
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psilocybin slumber

9/2/2021

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By Cale Guidry
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Cale Guidry is a Queer poet, photographer, and florist living in Baton Rouge, Louisiana who draws inspiration for their work from the rich flora and dark history of the swamps in their hometown. Originally graduating in Literature at Nicholls State University, Cale is currently pursuing a degree in Floriculture at Louisiana State University.
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Ellen St

9/2/2021

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By Kristy Lueshen
Imagine yourself in a house made of weathered
wilting lilacs, tulips, lilies
built at first with stone that    turned
pungent and soft
                                                     organic.
The flowers feed you broth and lemon water
their crowed petals dainty in the    dusklight
you sense their decay, an effervescent        but floral
                                                      disease

as you yourself wither amid the bare knees of
existence. Glass melts, too, over time. The windows
sag and droop like copper kettles left         on the flame
for an eternity of 
                                                      waiting.

Imagine yourself drinking tea from the last of your
heirloom teacups,
condensed steam dribbling down the sides
                                                   and bergamot
drifts across the table.

Kristy Lueshen is a queer writer and librarian living in Chicago. She has a Master's in Library Science from the University of Illinois and a Master's in History from DePaul University. Her creative work focuses on memory, nostalgia, and surrealism, while her academic work focuses on radical feminism and social movements. She can be found baking bread and taking naps with her cats in northwest Chicago.
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Garage Sale

9/2/2021

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By Paridhi Puri
They’ve predicted a torrential downpour of loneliness today – the television guy said it will rain  cats and dogs over the balcony of the lone house that has wept in silence since you left town. I  hear commotion outside the garage – there’s a queue of ghosts waiting on the sidewalks to lay  claim to the memories you once planted in this behemoth of a town. The city is ruthless. it  auctions every piece of you to the highest bidder – until your soul splinters beyond recognition.  It still hurt when you said you couldn’t recognize me. The garage sale is going well – we actually  made a profit, believe it or not. The streetlights have come alive now – they’re waving to the  shadows that once used to be ours. I’m still waiting for the rain to clear the dust and damage  away. It hasn’t rained since the day you left, and my heart is heavy. We’ve sold everything we  once had, and the weight is still intact. ​

Paridhi Puri is a student and writer based in New Delhi. A scholarship recipient at University of Iowa's International Writing Program, she's worked as the Head of Events and Collaborations at Ayaskala in the past. Her passion lies in the close observation of pop culture, politics, art and literature - you can find her skipping paywalls of articles, and talking about the ghost stories in her family.

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pool paintings

9/2/2021

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by Nat Raum

after dreamland


i am standing at the edge 
of the pool                 like in whip it
like in the incredibly loud video
like hockney              like 
every coming of age movie 
ever                  except i didn’t have 
this moment              i 
didn’t have an arc     i just
woke up one day

i am cold          i am hard           i am not what that
republican i slept with one time expected of me         i
am not the queen of england                i am not the king
of denmark       i am flesh        i am bone    i
sigh                    face aglow in fuschia pink
every ounce of everything                   every ounce
dripping out of me like             watercolors bloom
along the path of least resistance         sometimes the
moment talks back                     sometimes it shouts

Nat Raum (they/she, b. 1996) is just trying their best right now. They are a multimedia artist and writer currently working towards their MFA at the University of Baltimore. Their work is primarily based on their experience living with C-PTSD and often takes the form of books and zines that combine writing and photography.
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DVD Rewinder

9/2/2021

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By Clem Flowers
Grove of sugar beans out by the gas farm 

we laid for hours 

doing nothing but 

counting star marks 

along each other’s arms

felt the heavy air swell our lungs 

churning heat bakes everything for 

5 country miles scratch dagger tendrils 

fade 

into heirloom tomato sun 

falling upwards to 

jagged fangs 

aching 

for the tumbleweeds to 

shake them loose 

leave them clean 

meat of lightning 

hangs 

like party streamers 

just above our touch 

salted path to Heaven 

we took to land here 

shimmers 

in the glazed dusk

Clem Flowers (They/ Them) is a soft spoken southern transplant living in spitting distance of some mountains in Utah. In an eternal search for the perfect sweet potato fry. Nb, bi, and queer as the day is long, they live in a cozy apartment with their wonderful wife & sweet calico kitty. They can be found on Twitter at @hand_springs777
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Rain Battered Window

9/2/2021

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By Clem Flowers
Shards of mandrills hook into their tongues all thru the plush slide of clover hills- balance finally returned to the blooms of lilly and sleepy sugar silk.

I beckon the kingsnake to meet me in the snow bank & can’t help but grin when I spot the emerald in their mouth.
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Clem Flowers (They/ Them) is a soft spoken southern transplant living in spitting distance of some mountains in Utah. In an eternal search for the perfect sweet potato fry. Nb, bi, and queer as the day is long, they live in a cozy apartment with their wonderful wife & sweet calico kitty. They can be found on Twitter at @hand_springs777
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peace be

9/2/2021

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By Cat Robinson
stealing
       the wind 
       from twined time
       adrift in spite
       afraid of drowning
       in itself

it be waves
crashing into the body
               a body
not         my body

it be skeletal
        cracked & muscle-less
        clanking joints
        chattering jaw

be quiet passer-by
slinking through streets
                 dackering limbs
                 dangling
                 in darkness
        
be raging warrior
          eagle eyed
          & thumping 
          chest

be eyes shut tightly 
          trying to forget
          clutching fingers
          & tacky tongue

it be red clay
     earth’s blood
     gruesome mill
     staining palms 
     gravely 

it be habit
     after haunting
     before hysteria

it be banked
     immunity, 
     refusing to aid 
     perishing body

be observer
     of injustice
     judge & jury
     that turns a blind
     eye

be permanent
     keepsake that
     be off kilter
     before
    
                     it leaves & leaves & leaves

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Cat Robinson is a young Black writer and poet from South Carolina. They are currently a MFA in poetry candidate at UNC Greensboro. Their work investigates how the experiences of the self and vaster concepts in life are reflected on and through the body.
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